I keep trying to tell myself over and over that I love who I am, and that I'm worth somebody's time.....but i keep proving over and over that this is not the case..
I am so sick of nobody being attracted to me..and I feel like all of my friends are getting sick of me. I wonder if I'm taking things too far and becoming obnoxious, but I don't instant message people first because I'm afraid they'll get sick of me. I very rarely call people either......they call me.
Maybe it's all in my head, but I cant get over this overwhelming feeling that I'm just not worth the effort!
Why would anyone like me?
I can't answer that........that's horrible....
However if someone was to ask me why NOT to like me..or what's wrong with me..I could provide a nearly endless list..it's ridiculous and I'm sick of it!!Why can't I just have what other people have?
Why is it so hard?....
I don't know what to do anymore, I really don't.
Twiggy OUT
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I too suffer from these same insecurities - have all of my life. From all I've read and my years of experience, if we are the kind of friend that we would like to have, others will like us. It's hard making the first step, but try it, if just once a week. Send the first text to someone you consider your friend. If the response is good, then consider making the first phone call to another friend. Take it in baby steps....life's a lot easier that way.
Good luck