Why is it so hard??

Today sucked. For real.

I had my senior chorus concert tonight, but teachers are loading on the homework...it's going to be yet another late night and early morning :(.

And my mom and I fought about a thousand times today. It kills me. Just on the way to go to Wal Mart to buy me a strapless bra for my dress tonight!! She started reading my yearbook that I got today, and we didn't have a lot of time to go!!

She kept yelling at me to get in the car, when what difference would that make?

We get on each other's nerves...but what kills me is she always gets over it and goes on being happy around other people 2 seconds later and I'm always left frustrated because I got something taken away or just humiliated in public.

But anyways, the concert tonight went well. But I always feel weird being on stage. I keep thinking where should I be looking? Do I look like an idiot when I sing?? Are people staring at me? Is my bra showing? Do I make funny faces?

It frustrates me and I just want to scream. I maintain my cool but it's just so hard!!

I have so much homework so I can't type that much tonight.

Twiggy OUT